Tag: job

End of Job No. 4

/ Guttu / Leave a comment

Sometimes I wonder what kind of person I am?? Do I know what I want?? That sometime usually occurs when I end my job. And today was that day. I joined this contractor a month ago. The salary was fixed on first day. He agreed on it and I was happy too. The job site was not far from my house. Around 2 Km may be. I was able to have my lunch at home during the lunch time. And was doing great.

There were site problems. The labors were not skilled. I was expecting that they will know something. But I was having hard time explaining everything more than 2-3 times. But I didn’t mind that. That was my job. I had to look in for everything and due to simultaneous locations I was unable to concentrate on one thing. And there were some mistakes made.

As a professional I took my responsibility for them. But soon whatever used to happen was pulled on me. I was working harder and harder to make things right. Actually I was loving the amount of troubles I was getting. That may sound weird but true. That makes me feels that I’m doing something. And all was going well for me till yesterday which was salary day. I was shocked when I didn’t receive the salary fixed. He held me responsible for some problems and told me that I’m not worth that much. And that hurts!! that really hurts man!!!

I couldn’t control my feelings and left the job. My heart says I did the right thing. Since I’m mindless there is no question of that. But there is something in my head which makes me think. I don’t know what it is. That thing asks me question. Did i did the right thing?? My heart is like a butterfly I feel. It’s not stable and keeps moving from one flower to another. But the sudden drop of this job created something called frustration in me. And I’m trying to take it out. I’m searching for a good FPS to do the killing.

Now in search of next job…
Thanks for reading my nonsense. I had to express it to someone…

Think Nonsense….

Friends

/ Guttu / Leave a comment

I miss them a lot. It’s really been days since I’ve been with my friends. I’m almost out of touch. I don’t know where they are, how they are. What they do and what they don’t (thats none of my business). The whole point is I miss them. I’m busy these days and I’m sure my friends will be. But then is that reason to be out of touch??

I think so. Earlier I used to be in touch with the messages and the calls and the missed calls. There used to be meetings and visits. But life has it’s own rules which makes our friends depart. Seriously speaking I, for the first time in my life feel, I need a friend. I’ve never been in a situation like this.

The need for friends is not unusual. I have always been surrounded by friends and family. Family is still with me. But the friends are disappearing. And there is a whole lot of space around me begging to be filled. The positive thing is that I’m getting new friends at my job. But that won’t make up for the one which you already have.

Oh!! I forgot. I do forget….

Friends here is in physical. I’ve lot of friends online. But I love friends offline. Now thats enough of dose for you guys. Now get back to work or start finding friends..

Think Nonsense…

Parrot and The Magician

/ Guttu / Leave a comment

There was this magician who had a job on a cruise liner, entertaining the passengers with a nightly show. He was very successful in his job and there was always a full house at all his performances. Life was sweet. The money was rolling in, he had one of the best cabins, ate the best food, mixed with the best people. All was fine until one day the captain bought a parrot.

The highlight of the parrot’s day was going along to see the magician in action in the evening. During the magician’s performances, the parrot would watch him very carefully during each trick, and immediately after the magician had completed the trick the parrot would call out in a loud squawk, ” It’s up his sleeve, it’s up his sleeve,” or, ” It’s down his trousers, it’s down his trousers,” each time ruining the magician’s trick.

Well life was no longer as sweet and the magician started to struggle to satisfy the passengers. The magician naturally got very tired of the parrot and longed to kill it.

Then one night in the middle of the magician’s performances, the ship hit an iceberg and sank. Everyone was killed except for the magician and the parrot. The magician managed to swim to a piece of wreckage, climbed aboard and collapsed. The parrot flew towards the magician and perched on the edge of the raft and stared at the magician.

For a whole day the magician was unconscious, and all this time the parrot did not take his eyes off him. Eventually the magician started to stir, and looked up not really knowing where he was or what had happened. He eventually found enough energy to sit up. He then noticed the parrot, who had not stopped focusing his eyes on him all this time.

“All right I give up …” chirped the parrot, “… What have you done with the ship ?”

Frustration

/ Guttu / Leave a comment

Have you ever been frustrated??  I don’t think (This sentence is true) any person exists who is never frustrated. Today was the time for me. I’m so much frustrated and I can’t explain.

I went for an interview in search of new job. My mind is like a butterfly. It cannot  stay in one place. I was late and told that I’ve to wait for 2-3 months. Every time I pass an interview I reject the job due to the salary. But this was first time situation for me. I never expected such thing. But I let it go and came home to blog something rubbish here.

And guess what… PC won’t start. I kept on trying for almost 4 hours with different troubleshooting possibilities. And at last it worked. I don’t know for how long. But It’s working and I’m typing rubbish to fill up my blog. Since Windows XP refused to install I had to install Windows Vista. Yeah it s***s. But it saved my day.

Will be back tomorrow  with some nonsense.

Think Nonsense… 

Tired

/ Guttu / Leave a comment

Yesterday and Today were two days of hell. Yesterday I took half day and went for the movie. The next half…. I was on site till 9:15pm. Staying for so long is not much of problem. But the things I saw and faced disturbed me a bit. Looking at me you’ll find that this man is disturbed already. Thats the plus of my face. 😀

After all traveling done for the film, I resumed the job in afternoon. For those who don’t know, I’m a Civil Engineer. And so all the thing inside my head is concrete. I had to wait for the concrete on site. Personally I don’t like things to be done by cheating. It hurts. It really hurts a lot. And this was just another time I was watching the cheating. Just because he pay me for that.

The only thing I would be happy of is that I didn’t told the labors to do that. I was just watching like an a*****e. Sorry for that, but such words do come when things go against me. I can’t control them. The cheating went till 9:15 and I returned. I was tired and wanted to sleep. But before that I wrote the movie review for U Me Aur Hum.

Then Today I had to run from one site to another. I realized Today how important I’m for him. But I’ll quit soon from this job. My ethics don’t allow me. Searching for new job. When will my mind get settled for a single job?? This is the biggest question of all. I’ve to solve it alone. Suggestions welcomed….

Think Nonsense…